Female,44,, stupid world..everyone pretends loves everybody
we're all selfish and no one cares about nobody
the first thing we learn in life, it's hurt people and then laught when they cry.
why no one else see it, im the only one who does.
the only person who cares about us,
its god, but we're too *busy* to notice and thank him.
even when we think being in love, we're all wrong...
love is more than a glance, more that a gaze, more than physic,
more than beauty, more than everything.
when we really knows what loves means...
we knows passion...
at first we care...for truth, we really care...
I know what I'm saying, I've been past by here,
but after a couple of days. we don't care.. anymore.
We need something new, a new toy.
if I can express myself like that....
well not in my case, what I saw around me.
desgust me.
I'm so frustrated about the life and hurt at the same time,
at the first mess, everyone shoot on me!
I don't know what to think, what to say,
I feel really down and lonely.
I feel like crying, and depress,
I'm so frustrated against myself...
I'm so hurt inside me...but I can't stop smiling...in spite of this.
Hope so, one day I'll find someone which understand me.
somebody which will not trust my smiles
well in my caze, should I say...
someone which don't pretends understand me but does it for true.
And takes my feelings seriously,
somebody who will be able to see my pain in my smiles..in my eyes
Someone wich after reading this, will be able to find
something more smart than...*oh poor you* or *aww*
I would like to use anvulgar vocabular
to express my frustration and say u
how *&&*? u guys can be!!! but i prefer
to be the nice girl that anyone knows
to be the one which I'm not!
...for the moment.
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