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ﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍ!ﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺁﺭﺍﻣﺸﯽ ﺩﻩ ﺗﺎﺑﭙﺬﯾﺮﻡ ﺁﻧﭽﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮﺩﻫﻢ،ﺩﻟﯿﺮﯼ ﺩﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮ ﺩﻫﻢ ﺁﻧﭽﻪ ﺭﺍ ﮐﻪﻣﯽ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺗﻐﯿﯿﺮ ﺩﻫﻢﻭ ﺑﯿﻨﺸﯽ ﺩﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺗﻔﺎﻭﺕ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺩﻭ ﺭﺍﺑﻔﻬﻤﻢﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍﻣﺮﺍ ﻓﻬﻤﯽ ﺩﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭﻧﺪﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﻭ ﻣﺮﺩﻣﺎﻥ ﺁﻥﻣﻄﺎﺑﻖ ﻣﯿﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻓﺘﺎﺭ ﮐﻨﻨﺪﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍ!ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﻫﺮ ﮐﺠﺎ ﺗﻨﻔﺮﻫﺴﺖ ﺑﺬﺭ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺑﮑﺎﺭﻡﻫﺮ ﮐﺠﺎ ﺁﺯﺍﺩﮔﯽ ﻫﺴﺖ ﺑﺒﺨﺸﺎﯾﻢ ﻭﻫﺮ ﮐﺠﺎ ﻏﻢ ﻫﺴﺖ ﺷﺎﺩﯼ ﻧﺜﺎﺭ ﮐﻨﻢﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍﻗﺪﺭﺕ ﻏﻠﺒﻪ ﺑﺮ ﺭﻓﺘﺎﺭﻫﺎﯼ ﻧﺎﺩﺭﺳﺘﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻄﺎ ﮐﻦﺧﺪﺍﯾﺎ!ﺧﻄﺎﯼ ﻣﺮﺍ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﻋﺚ ﻗﻄﻊﺍﻣﯿﺪﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﺒﺨﺸﺎ ﻭﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍﻫﻨﻤﺎﯾﯽ ﮐﻦ....ﺧﺪﺍﯾﺎ!ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺰﺭﮔﯽ ﭼﯿﺰﻫﺎﯾﯽ ﮐﻪﺩﺍﺩﻩ ﺍﯼ ﺁﮔﺎﻩ ﻭﺭﺍﺿﯽ ﮐﻦ ﮐﻪ ﻣﺒﺎﺩﺍﮐﻮﭼﮑﯽ ﭼﯿﺰ ﻫﺎﯾﯽ ﮐﻪ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻡﺁﺭﺍﻣﺸﻢ ﺭﺍﺑﺮﻫﻢ ﺑﺰﻧﺪﺧﺪﺍﯾﺎ!ﻣﺪﺩﯼ ﺩﻩ ﮐﻪ ﺍﮔﺮ ﻫﺮ ﺭﻭﺯﭼﯿﺰﯼ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺷﮑﻨﯿﻢ ﺩﻝ ﯾﻪ ﺁﺩﻡﻧﺒﺎﺷﻪ

ﺩﻟﺖ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺘﮑﺎﻥ،ﻏﺼﻪ ﻫﺎﯾﺖ ﮐﻪﺭﯾﺨﺖ،ﺗﻮ ﻫﻢ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻓﺮﺍﻣﻮﺵﮐﻦ.......ﺩﻟﺖ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺘﮑﺎﻥ،ﺍﺷﺘﺒﺎﻫﺎﯾﺖ ﺗﺎﻻﭘﯽﻣﯽ ﺍﻓﺘﺪ ﺯﻣﯿﻦ،ﺑﺬﺍﺭ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺟﺎﺑﻤﺎﻧﺪ،ﻓﻘﻂ ﺍﺯ ﻻﺑﻪ ﻻﯼ ﺍﺷﺘﺒﺎﻫﺎﯾﺖﯾﮏ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﯿﺮﻭﻥ ﺑﮑﺶ...ﻗﺎﺏﮐﻦ ﻭ ﺑﺰﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺩﯾﻮﺍﺭ ﺩﻟﺖ......ﺩﻟﺖ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺤﮑﻢ ﺗﺮ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺑﺘﮑﺎﻧﯽ،ﺗﻤﺎﻡﮐﯿﻨﻪ ﻫﺎﯾﺖ ﻫﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺭﯾﺰﺩ....ﻭ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺁﻥ ﻏﻢ ﻫﺎﯼ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ...ﻭ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺣﺴﺮﺕ ﻫﺎ ﻭ ﺁﺭﺯﻭﻫﺎﯾﺖ.....ﻣﺤﮑﻢ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺑﺘﮑﺎﻥ ﺗﺎ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺑﺎﺭﻫﻤﻪ ﺁﻥ ﻋﺸﻘﻬﺎﯼ ﺑﭽﻪ ﮔﺮﺑﻪ ﺍﯼ!ﻫﻢ ﺑﯿﻔﺘﺪ.....ﺣﺎﻻ ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﺗﺮ،ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﺗﺮ ﺑﺘﮑﺎﻥ ﺗﺎﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﯾﺖ ﻧﯿﻔﺘﺪ......ﺗﻠﺦ ﯾﺎﺷﯿﺮﯾﻦ ﭼﻪ ﺗﻔﺎﻭﺕ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ؟!ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ،ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﺳﺖ ﺑﺎﯾﺪ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺑﺎﯾﺪﺑﻤﺎﻧﺪ....ﮐﺎﻓﯽ ﺳﺖ؟!!ﻧﻪ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺩﻟﺖ ﺧﺎﮎ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ...ﯾﮏ ﺗﮑﺎﻥﺩﯾﮕﺮ ﺑﺲ ﺍﺳﺖ..ﺗﮑﺎﻧﺪﯼ؟؟!!ﺩﻟﺖ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺒﯿﻦ!ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺗﻤﯿﺰ ﺷﺪ.ﺩﻟﺖﺳﺒﮏ ﺷﺪ!ﺣﺎﻻ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺩﻝ ﺟﺎﯼ*ﺍﻭ*ﺳﺖ...ﺩﻋﻮﺗﺶ ﮐﻦ،ﺍﯾﻦ ﺩﻝ ﻣﺎﻝ*ﺍﻭ*ﺳﺖ...ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﯿﺰ ﺭﯾﺨﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻟﺖ ﻫﻤﻪﭼﯿﺰ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ...ﻭ ﺣﺎﻻ...ﻭﺣﺎﻻ ﺗﻮ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﯼ ﻭ ﯾﮏ ﺩﻝ،ﯾﮏ ﺩﻝ ﻭﯾﮏ ﻗﺎﺏ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﻪ،ﻣﺸﺘﯽ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﻭﯾﮏ*ﺍﻭ..*ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺗﮑﺎﻧﯽ ﺩﻟﺖ ﻣﺒﺎﺭﮎ!!!....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ﺩﺭ ﺣﻀﻮﺭ ﺧﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻣﯿﺸﻮﺩ ﯾﮏﯾﺎﺱ ﺑﻮﺩ..ﺩﺭ ﻫﯿﺎﻫﻮﯼ ﻣﺘﺮﺳﮑﻬﺎﭘﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻣﯿﺸﻮﺩ ﺣﺘﯽﺑﺮﺍﯼ ﺩﯾﺪﻥ ﭘﺮﻭﺍﻧﻪ ﻫﺎ....ﺷﯿﺸﻪﻫﺎﯼ ﻣﺎﺕ ﯾﮏ ﻣﺘﺮﻭﮐﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺱﺑﻮﺩ.ﺩﺳﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺩﺳﺖ ﭘﺮﻧﺪﻩ،ﺑﺎﻝ ﺩﺭﺑﺎﻝ..ﻧﺴﯿﻢ ﺳﺎﻗﻪ ﻫﺎﯼ ﻫﺮﺯ ﺍﯾﻦﺑﯿﺸﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺍﺱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮐﺎﺵ ﻣﯽﺷﺪ ﺣﺮﻓﯽ ﺍﺯ«ﮐﺎﺵ ﻣﯿﺸﺪ»ﻫﻢﻧﺒﻮﺩ....ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭﻋﺸﻖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﯾﺎﺱﺑﻮﺩ**********