Sometimes,when i get really lonely at night and i d0nt kn0w what to do,I wrap my arms around my teddy bear as tightly as i can,pretending that im really holding on you.
I do ths becoz I MISS YOU so much and it seems as if hugging my bear makes pain go away.Every once in a while it feels the same as when IM WITH YOU,except your arms dont tighten around me,
I d0nt feel your lips on my neck,or your cheeck against mine...
Okay it isnt the same,in fact,it kinda makes me feel even lonelier.It isnt you in my arms,but I do it anyway.Becoz i d0nt like gving up hope cause its brought YOU TO ME the first place.
And maybe one day,when ive kept my hope long en0ugh...
I dont care what anyone else says. We may n0t live near each other,but our love has helped us through so much it is stupid to think it wont last. Just becoz we happen to be apart m0st of the year doesnt mean we cant love each other.
You mean so much to me and I wouldnt drean of wanting it any other way.
sometimes feel like nobody has held me down and force me to cry or made me hug them,or seen to the inside of me. I just say... ''oh,im fine!'' and walk away. Nobody ever said to me... ''no! Your not ok!''